THANK YOU AMOS VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOUR PHOTOS I HAVE BEEN STEALING THEM HURRY GO DEVELOP SOME MORE I HAVEN STEAL ENOUGH.
THANKEW!(BOWS WITH UPPER TORSO FORMING A PARALLEL LINE AGAINST THE GROUND)

holidays started last week or rather this week.one week of hongkong is not enough not enough not enough.or rather,its one week of VOS is not enough not enought not enough.never knew how things would turn out this way. when we first knew each other half a year ago, we never predicted the existence of VOS, and that even flying off to hongkong together 6 months later. lalalala why isnt that we cant/i cant get on with this.

i am only 18 ("young and sweet, only...")okay so i am only 18,YOUNG. and i look down at the agenda for the next 6 months.i can see events linning up one after another blah blah blah all the way till next year april. do i really want to spend the rest of my youth slogging my guts out, rushing on to fulfill my/my parent's goals? sam has been putting me on to design stuff for tinywear, but it has never get started unless one day i am enlightened and look upon this whole thing as an assignment/task with deadlines. i may feel accomplished at the end of it all but whats the point if i missed out more things? to begin with, i am/has always not been a good multi tasker and asking me to handle many things at a time is a struggle. and if this amount of work piles and never ends(most likely), i will most probably:
1. die of an heart attack
2. suffer, ALOT then fall sick and take a lifetime to recover
3. suffer, and become stronger
either ways i'll suffer and as much as i want the consequence to be number 3, it seems hard.how much longer will i take to learn the technique to handle all these, to be able to sit on my armchair and smile, thinking "this is peanuts". another 10 years?or 20 years? oh yeah think so but please spare my youth.
i want to be able to wake up one morning with no agenda for the day and just do WHATEVER i want to. but then again, accomplishment=0.

lalala call this the growing up syndrome.has been getting alot of these lately.

on a lighter note!I STILL MISS HONGKONG!a little more each day. and everyday i would still be thinking "okay this time last week we're at... doing... HAHAHAHAHHAHA we were so dumb...this is so funny...amos is whinning:/again"HAHAHAHA.

hmmm shall blog a bit more photos each day!:D

will any kind soul help me with my cranky tag board?THANKEW!