About me
Oh! Pearlyn
About me
Oh! Pearlyn
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
the oh family reunited just one week before chinese new year.
i thought i wouldn't cry,but it was certainly heart breaking to see the the white hair sending the black one off.and also to witness the longing desire for uncle to come home,alive.
when they all shouted "come home,come home" as they moved the body back,everything made sense.this is kinship,the unbreakable bond.
no matter how much they may have quarelled among themselves in the past,its all in the past.eventually,they will still be there for each other till the end.
and grandma was in a daze the whole day,kept repeating to me that uncle was still well yesterday morning,he was still feeling well in the hospital and he said he was going home soon,but now..
how unpredictable life is.
though im not close to my uncle,but this is the time when the value of kinship becomes more significant and im glad to have this unspeakable bond between everyone of us,cannot see,cannot really feel,but somehow just know its there.
i thought i wouldn't cry,but it was certainly heart breaking to see the the white hair sending the black one off.and also to witness the longing desire for uncle to come home,alive.
when they all shouted "come home,come home" as they moved the body back,everything made sense.this is kinship,the unbreakable bond.
no matter how much they may have quarelled among themselves in the past,its all in the past.eventually,they will still be there for each other till the end.
and grandma was in a daze the whole day,kept repeating to me that uncle was still well yesterday morning,he was still feeling well in the hospital and he said he was going home soon,but now..
how unpredictable life is.
though im not close to my uncle,but this is the time when the value of kinship becomes more significant and im glad to have this unspeakable bond between everyone of us,cannot see,cannot really feel,but somehow just know its there.
9:15 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
after all these while i've suddenly come to realise that maybe we should not expct too much from grown ups too.
when i was in primary 1,i look at the P sixes and thought how great is it to be in P6,like a big sister in the pri section.
then i come to upper pri,an i look at the sec girls,thinking how cool, how mature they are and they must have known everything in the world.only when you reach sec four and you realise,right man,lame shit.
18.
im turning 18 in a few months and this feeling sucks.and before i know it it will be 21=adulthood.seriously, i think 16 and 17 is the best age to be,old enough to do certain things,yet still under the care and nurture of the society.
but the thing is,i dont feel that i am growing up in any ways.so please dont expect too much from me.i fear expectations that's way beyond my imagination.i cannot imagaine how my mentality will be at 21,but judging from now,i dont think there will be much difference.so if there's not going to be too much of a diff, expectations should stay at the ame level.
but then again,maybe we're force to grow up.and maybe we dont even realise we're growing up. how sad ah,but maybe that's what life is all about after all-growing up.
ok as youcan see im quite confused now,im not even sure if i should be happy or sad about growing up.me kaka and ethel were eating lunch today and we suddenly came upo this topic.haha ow randomah,to talk and emo about growing up during lunchtime.
ok pearlyn oh quit emoing,you've got assignments,tons of them this week before the block ends.
so bye bye.
9:40 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
finally a teeny weeny break after 3 days of endless work.
sleeping on bus rides and going home when sun sets has become more like a routine than a chore.
we finally finished the first basic skirt and submitted on tues.ohmegood pls appreciate school uniforms.and i did an ultra embarrassing thing in school which cause inconvenience to all e ADM-ers that day.erm sorry!it was not on purpose!
can you actually believe it i have been working NON-STOP the whole of today!from lesson at 9am,i have been doing FIPD assignment all e way till 430pm which made it just in time for submission at 5.and i carried on with my sewing all e way till 9pm.and SHITZZZZZ i just realise e measurements kinda wrong and im so feel like dying now.ok nvm and after reaching home and bathing(i bath,not like kaka)i practised piano.it was 1030pm,and no one else was at home.it was quiet and cold and i decided to emo.
haha not really actually,i was playing the music of the night from phantom of e opera and i suddenly felt so peaceful.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
enjoy e night.
sleeping on bus rides and going home when sun sets has become more like a routine than a chore.
we finally finished the first basic skirt and submitted on tues.ohmegood pls appreciate school uniforms.and i did an ultra embarrassing thing in school which cause inconvenience to all e ADM-ers that day.erm sorry!it was not on purpose!
can you actually believe it i have been working NON-STOP the whole of today!from lesson at 9am,i have been doing FIPD assignment all e way till 430pm which made it just in time for submission at 5.and i carried on with my sewing all e way till 9pm.and SHITZZZZZ i just realise e measurements kinda wrong and im so feel like dying now.ok nvm and after reaching home and bathing(i bath,not like kaka)i practised piano.it was 1030pm,and no one else was at home.it was quiet and cold and i decided to emo.
haha not really actually,i was playing the music of the night from phantom of e opera and i suddenly felt so peaceful.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
enjoy e night.
8:16 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008
yeah i finally managed to survive last week!
assignment one for FIPD and APP1.woah i cannot colour with markers,and i take a damn long time to sew.that explains why i had to stay in school till about 8 everyday.
plus sick for one day,and open house from thurs to sat.oh yes open house!haha though i dint really do much,yeah but i enjoyed myself and tp rawks!:)
monday.no school today!!haha yeah so happy yo.
and i keep having this feeling that today's sunday.
yeah great man,one more week ahead!
assignment one for FIPD and APP1.woah i cannot colour with markers,and i take a damn long time to sew.that explains why i had to stay in school till about 8 everyday.
plus sick for one day,and open house from thurs to sat.oh yes open house!haha though i dint really do much,yeah but i enjoyed myself and tp rawks!:)
monday.no school today!!haha yeah so happy yo.
and i keep having this feeling that today's sunday.
yeah great man,one more week ahead!
8:12 AM
Monday, January 7, 2008
the weather's weird and bad and it sucks.
im gna be super damn busy for the rest of the month,i can predict it.
but come to think of it,i think i will enjoy these 2 subjects:)and i think it will be a drained but satisfying block!
also,top thing to on my to-get-list now is a 2008 organiser.or my life shall be very unorganised.
im gna be super damn busy for the rest of the month,i can predict it.
but come to think of it,i think i will enjoy these 2 subjects:)and i think it will be a drained but satisfying block!
also,top thing to on my to-get-list now is a 2008 organiser.or my life shall be very unorganised.
8:53 AM
Friday, January 4, 2008
3 days of school.
TIRED TIRED TIRED.
i sleep on ALL bus rides EVERYDAY.
haha and next week's a full week of school,plus open house.WOAH!i seriously need more sleep!
TIRED TIRED TIRED.
i sleep on ALL bus rides EVERYDAY.
haha and next week's a full week of school,plus open house.WOAH!i seriously need more sleep!
7:35 AM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
first day of lesson for 2008!
taking fashion illustration and apparel production this block.
both are draining plus time consuming.
WOAH.haha but im still rather excited about it!
and i had e suckiest timetable this block.a 9am to 6pm timetable.how sucky is that man.
oh wells,so it was a cold and SLEEPY day on the first day of school!haha expected la.i seriously think i have to do something about this bad habit of sleeping late.shit man its cause harm to me mentally,physically and erm psychologically.
yeah to all my friends involved in your jc one's orientation,I BELIEVE YOU ARE DRAINED OUT.but still,enjoy!
taking fashion illustration and apparel production this block.
both are draining plus time consuming.
WOAH.haha but im still rather excited about it!
and i had e suckiest timetable this block.a 9am to 6pm timetable.how sucky is that man.
oh wells,so it was a cold and SLEEPY day on the first day of school!haha expected la.i seriously think i have to do something about this bad habit of sleeping late.shit man its cause harm to me mentally,physically and erm psychologically.
yeah to all my friends involved in your jc one's orientation,I BELIEVE YOU ARE DRAINED OUT.but still,enjoy!
7:10 AM