these few days, i have been thinking, that if i had chosen the jc route instead of the poly route, what would be life be like now?
well not that i doesnt like my school now,i love school!and i like the challenges and workload,we learn completely new stuff and they are challenging, they make me feel as if im doing some adult stuff, that i have a goal towards life.
but then i look at all my jc friends, and realise how great the uniform days are. how fun and carefree,i know they are under different kind of stress, but i dunno, uniform days just seem so fun.
i guess im probably used to the uniform days where you go to school, not worrying how you look or what you are going to wear the next day.
and today i took e bus and went past sajc, which is my dream jc after vj.and i was just thinking ahahha nice school, nice environment, nice uniform. i would have been in there if i hadnt gone poly.
however, im just glad that poly life has been pretty great for me, it has not been like what i've imagined to be and im really glad to have nice pple in my class!!:))

sometimes i just want to continue doing stupid things, silly things that we all did, running around school like little kids, taking photos and running off to town or mugging in some corners, making a total fool of oursleves, doozong off in classes,creating a din in the toilets, singing stupid songs to each other along corriors,having YOUR OWN CLASSROOM to hang out, smuggling food into classes and just go for remedial when failed your test.
whereas in poly, you have to act like young responsible adults.every assignment counts, and two times failing means out of school, even a D grade is very bad for me. and evrything has to be taken seriously,its like,very scary.
but i guess i still need time to make some adjustments and i guess i really really missed the good old times badly.

but i've since made my choice and i dont regret, just that sometimes i like to wonder if only..

if only we could borrow the time machine from doreamon and travel back to time,i'll treasure every single uniformed days i had:)